Emotions, the things you feel. Its so stupid how sometimes I can be totally fine and then one little thing totally ticks me off. And then I'm pissed off the entire night and everything else that happens just seems to make it even more stupid and lame. You know I was in one of those moods and so I was taking some depressing looking pictures. I have only posted two of them here. But my boyfriend basically just said "don't' be depressed tonight, and its not art you making its just Emo." That didn't make things much better. And then I said something else about my art but he totally wasn't paying attention. And I just ended up getting more angry. I hate when I'm like this and I get all pissy. But really I can't be happy all the time but Jake doesn't' seem to understand that. Then he'll get all over me needing to know what it wrong and why I'm sad and he doesn't understand when I say "Nothing" because really that is all it is, its nothing. I'm female and can get moody. I get upset over anything but he will never take that for an answer. So I'll tell him something that ticked me off and then usually if its about him he'll totally get upset and then we just argue or something. Like this journal if he ever read it he'd probably get all upset about my "not art its emo" thing. And then just get angry since something he said made me angry and then it just turns into an angry fest and nothing gets settled since he always needs to talk lots about it. But I prefer to just ignore it and pretend it never happened in the first place. But any ways I think this is enough of a vent for me. Sometimes I just need to get my thoughts out of my mind. Journals are good for that.